January 2010
mhmm, i don't know.
so it’s been like forever since i’ve been on this thing, and blogged. i blame it on school, it’s so fucking ridiculous, but on the bright side, exams are finished, alaaaas and now i have time to get back to doing my thaaaaang, basically i’ll finally be blogging more, that’s a good thing, i can finally vent myself and get rid of everything that’s been building up...
show no love,
feel no pain.
i happen to learn that the hard way every time.
ughh
so i tried opening my books for my stupid optics test on monday. i hate science so much and i failed, there’s just way to much on my mind these days to actually care about reflected rays and all that other jazz but if i want to pass, i need to study and i will tomorrow, because i really need to do good on this one test but for now, i need a good nights sleep, i have this major headache and...
BOOOY.
i like a boy who can rock throwback jersey’s, and worn out nike’s. i felt the need to let you know that.
“PERFECTION IS OVER - RATED”
– IMPERFECTIONS ARE WHAT MAKE A PERSON PERFECT.
OUT WITH THE OLD IN WITH THE NEW.
i move onward, the only direction, can’t be scared to fail, search your perfection.
- jay – z
i’ve learnt to take my downfalls and all my failures in a positive way, it took me while but i realized until i move on from the past, i can’t make my future.
TOP OF THE WORLD.
world can’t hold me, too much ambition. - jay – z and i’m sprinting towards this, there ain’t no way, i’mma let it get out of my reach this time, because i want the glory, i want the fame, and i want the success. for once in my life i want to feel like i’m on the top of the world.
“it was all a dream, yeah homie i’m on my job and you can’t take that...”
– FED UP, DJ KHALED FEAT. VARIOUS ARTISTS.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?
It’s a friday night and i’m in the house, thinking, thinking and thinking some more, its crazy the way i feel right now, i don’t know what’s up with me, i think it’s just that he makes me feel so good, and every time i talk to him, i feel the butterflies comin’ and my heart pacing, its like he knows when i’m fallin’ apart because as soon as i break down, as soon as i let everything break into tiny...
LOVE
i hate too love this feeling
JERKS
I CAN’T STAND THEM.
and i’m getting these killer headaches these days, i can’t concentrate on anything much more. i think i know why, there’s just too much going on these days, but i don’t know who to talk too and i just don’t know how to get it off my chest. and i know it has a little to do with him, but what can i say, i like it when he’s on my mind.
“NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE,”
– IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.
WEEKENDS
weekends should be longer, two days just isn’t long enough to party like a rockstar, but since thats all we get i think i should atleast try to make the most of it. god, i hate sunday nights and monday mornings, they suck.
successful
i want the money, i want a whole lotta that. all the honey`s, they askin’ where the dolla’s at, where ya head at, tell me bout cha scholar cap. tryna find a way, but chu never got a map. dream chaser, risk take, no favor, no haters. they might want me to drown, holdin’ me down. but the throne and the crown, all i ever wanted, all i ever needed. if i’m the only one,...
BREAKING APART.
and its too hard to pull everyone together,
when you know its all over,
and everyone’s just dying to go their own way.
but i try, i still try and everytime it seems like i fail.